The concept of faith and overconfident is so faint. One moment you feel like everything's going to work out, that you TRUST the God won't disappoint you any longer. "Is this the up I'm getting after what I've been through?" You start questioning the scenario. "so is thia what all that fails were for? If it's not for that, I wouldn't be doing this, right?". And then one moment, you just have that click on your head that says, "you actually think that's gonna make it? Just how great you think you are that you are actually confident?" and these feelings keep coming on and off and on and off and you're questioning yourself, is it the faith or yourself you're experiencing right now.